KILL ME PLEASE GOD

ok so me and my boyfriend broke up... well i broke up with him... he was a dick and always lied and cheated on me lots more and i wont go there.... so people are messaging on fb oh he moved on he was kissing a girl.... good for him...? like ok good for him hope he is better to the next girl then he was to me... my pop took a heat attack my uncle sick my dog isnt well and i dropped out of school at the E.R for a fucking day.... like wtf.... i hate my life.... i wish i left my ex when he start hurting me... it wouldnt be so hard now... i havent been eating or drinking much just in my room crying and going to see my pop....